I told you in a recent post about the situations with my friends. I have been avoiding them a little and I can’t stop thinking about it.
There are less and less people I feel comfortable around. I don’t know but being around others my age I always feel weird. I feel like I am the one no one really wants to be around or that they make fun of me and I just don’t really notice it. I feel like I am different and that everyone judges me for everything I say. There are times where I wish I would be alone on this world and where I don’t want to talk to anyone. I feel like I don’t belong in the life they are living. If that makes sense.
I am probably just making all of this up in my stupid head that can’t stop to over think.
Am I not normal? Am I weird? Do I see the world with different eyes? Do I take everything too serious? Is the world really like I think it is?
There are so many questions I ask myself. I don’t even know why I am writing this. It probably doesn’t make any sense. I hate puberty. Why do I have to go through this?
Have a nice day
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