I had a appointment at the oculists because I feel like I need new glasses and I almost failed my vision test for my license. I was really excited to go because I feel like my vision is getting worse every day. But the weird thing is that they said my glasses are totally fine. I told them I was having troubles with my vision and they were confused. They said it is probably just stress.
I am tired of hearing that everything I have troubles with is caused by stress. When I had back pain the doctors said they are caused by stress. When I was to tired to do anything all day the doctors said it is stress and now my eyes. I don’t believe everything is caused by stress and if it is how am I supposed to survive the stress that will come with the next two years? I will graduate and starting next school year every grade I get will define my graduation grades. School will get a lot more stressful that it is now. How will I be able to face all of this of I already have trouble with dealing the little amount of stress I am dealing with now?
I am afraid of starting the next school year because I am pretty sure I will have a major breakdown. I stress myself way too much about my grades at school. I want to graduate with an average of 1.9 or at least 2.0 which is really hard and I don’t even have this average now. It is the same at swim meets. As soon as I am able to win something I expect to much from myself and everything gets messed up. I feel like by putting so much pressure on myself I destroy every chance of reaching my goal.
How do you deal with stress? I could really use some advice right now.
Lots of Love
Just A Blank Space