Writing is a huge part of my life. It has helped me through hard times and without writing I wouldn’t be who I am now. I always loved reading and writing.
In one of the first weeks in summer between fourth and fifth grade my parents got in a really bad fight with my grandparents what caused my mom to have a nervous breakdown and getting a depression. A couple weeks later. One week before the new school year started and I had to go to a new school my grandma on my dads side died all of the sudden. It was like I lost all my grandparents at once. Especially the death of my grandma was really hard for me as she and I had a really strong relationship. Before her funeral I wrote one las letter to her which my parents put in her hand so she has it forever. I also wrote a couple poems for her. When I miss her I still go and read them. They are really bad. Especially the once in English.
I was actually really excited for the new school because I had troubles finding friends in elementary and was bullied by some kids. I had really high hopes. But it came different. While my best friend, who was going to a different school, got a lot of new friends I still had troubles. In sixth grade the bullying started again. For me this was really hard because I already had a pretty low self esteem. In seventh grade it got worse and in eight grade it escalated. During that time I started to write stories. I would sit on my dads laptop all day writing stories about a girl who got bullied but had kind of a second life outside of school where she got to sail all day and in the end she always got out as a winner.
In ninth grade I finally got some friends and I decided to go to the US. I was really excited to leave so I started a blog writing about the things that happened before me departure. I continued to write that blog through out the entire year and whenever I had struggles there I wrote about it. I blogged almost every day and now I can go back and skip through the entire year again.
Writing is a huge part of me. I can’t imagine a live without it. Sadly no one understands that what makes me feel lonely a lot. Sometime all I wish for is someone who I can share my passion for writing it.
I want to end this post with a quote:
Every book, every story is a combination of just 26 letters
Lots of Love
Just A Blank Space