Whenever I am around a lot of people I feel, lets say frozen. I feel like I don’t belong there and I wish I could just run away. I am afraid to do something wrong and I feel like everyone hates me.
Especially when the people around me now me. On Saturday my swimming club celebrated their 40th anniversary and today my cousin celebrated his first sacrament. Both celebrations were visited by a lot of people. Today when I wanted to get a piece of cake I dropped my plate and that was like a nightmare for me. I almost cried for no reason.
Why do I feel like I am imprisoned, frozen and misplaced whenever I am around a lot of people? Why do I feel there is something wrong with me? Why do I feel like I am not normal? Why am I so afraid?
Just A Blank Space