Something just happened I really need to tell you guys about. I just went to the oculist to get my eyes measured. Nothing not normal right? They were checking my glasses and I was alone for about two minutes and as normal there were a lot of mirrors. Still nothing exciting but here it comes.
I caught the picture of myself in one of the mirrors and looked at it. As I looked at it I suddenly felt comfortable and pleased with myself. I thought that the picture I am looking at in this exact moment is the person I want to be. This pictures showed exactly how I want to look like. Everything I saw was just me. It was like the whole world was finally coming together. It was like I finally found myself.
As I am sitting here. Back home in my bed and my laptop on my lab all I can think of is how I felt in this moment. I wish I could just go back to this moment and feel it again.
I want to share this picture I saw in the mirror with you but I am afraid. I wanted to make this blog about my writing and not about the way I look. I am afraid that if I share a picture of me with you guys your view on the things I write might change. What do you think about that? have you ever experienced a moment like that?
Right now I am thinking. Screw the others I don’t care what they think about the way I look. If they can’t accept it they are not worth caring about. From now on I am going to be myself and if I loose some people I am close with along the way I am fine with that because I want to feel, like I felt in that moment when I saw myself in the mirror, every day.
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