I have always loved summer. I love all the colors, the heat and of course the free time from school. For me summer is bright, happy and a lot of fun.
Espesially this year summer was great. I had a good time in Wales, I had a lot of time to be creative, practice my hand lettering, I got to relax and most important I was happy. I think what made this summer this great was also the fact that winter wasn’t that easy. I really needed this.
Sadly summer is almost over and the worse thing is that on Monday I will go back to school and let me tell you I never have been less excited to go back. To be honest I am terrified to go back to school. I’ll be in eleventh grade and that means everything I do will be a part of my final grades I will graduate with. (In Germany you graduate with your grades from elevent, twelth grade and your grades you get in the final exams)
Even if I was supposed to be in twelth grade already I am terrified of the next two years. I expect a lot from me. I think I even expect more than I am capable off. I am afraid I will fail and I am afraid of having to choose what I want to do when I am done with school.
I wish this summer could last forever.
Lots of Love
Just A Blank Space
(A little reminder for everyone feeling alone)