This morning I had to take the theoretical drivers test again and you can’t imagine how nervous I was. I already failed once I couldn’t fail twice. Especially because some of my classmates made fun of me for failing the first time.
As I wrote yesterday I was really afraid to fail aigain but when I got up this morning I was super nervous and it got worse as I got closer to the place where I had to take the test. That one of the guys who bullied me was also in the car didn’t make it better.
When I walked through the door I was shaking. My heart pounded like it wanted to rip open my chest and jump out. Throughout the whole test I was shaking even if I noticed that the questions were way easier this time.
When you are done taking the test and turned your answers in you have to click on a button to show your result on the screen. It took a while until I convinced my finger to click on it. In my head I already saw myself telling my parents that I failed again.
When I then saw that I passed my heart jumped. I couldn’t believe it. I went to pick up my paper and while I was walking through the door I stared at it trying to convince my brain that it was true. Outside I then almost started crying because of how relieved I was.
Turns out I am not as much of a failure I thought I am.
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